After years of failed relationships I had given up on the idea of finding love or even having a healthy God centered relationship. I spent a lot of time while in Japan learning to heal and love myself again. Learning to grow, forgive, and move forward. Understanding that most of the trauma that I had faced had nothing to do with me. So applying forgiveness was easy. Once I came back to the States I still wasn't looking for love but not closed off to it. In the Summer of 2020 in the middle of complete craziness I meet a beautiful spirit that would change my out look on what I thought love would be or even feel like. Starting around June 2020 I began talking a to a guy via Instagram. He and I talking on the phone soon after, The connection was strong and we agreed to meet in person. Keep in mind that he was coming from Houston, Texas and wanted to see me. He arrived and I was completely taken. He was a gentleman, kind and caring. He was open and honest about his situation yet I was the real man within. I fell in Love hard and fast! It is such a feeling that i can't explain. It feels so beautiful feeling this way and knowing that someone loves you just as deeply as you do. I fell in love!!! He fits in every way, it's easy and God centered. I wasn't looking for love and it found me. He has meet my parents and they love him too. Everything about what we both have is such a blessing. I see things a little different because I have another life that I love and care for deeply. He is special to me and our bond is special and makes me grow in ways I never thought I would loving him the way I do. What love did for me was change my outlook on loving myself in a way that I am able to receive love from another. I am forever blessed and will continue to grow and love this man... That's what love did...